As I sit an position myself
Am I cocky 'coz I only play my sh*t
Listen to myself
Or am I strivin' for perfection
Answer that
Ah it I'm cocky and I about to perfect rap
And I roam these streets
That's why my songs is deeper
Than death itself
I went from no food in the fridge
To a platter on my shelf and I watch it
And y'all ain't gotta give me that
But keep ya hand out my pockets
Haters 'coz you makin' me nervous
It ain't worth it
We don't want no accident
When I flip on purpose
'Coz we done seen so many tragedies done
September 11th 2001 remember
Like how could I forget I lost my man
Pop in that
Help me get a grip
I think I'm losin' it do
Because between life an death
I be confusin' the two
And sometimes I don't give a
If I live or die
But I think if I don't give a
About myself who else will
I'm stressin'
Guess I was raised the wrong way
That's why I walk around with the long eighth
And done shed so many tears I have none left
Sometimes I sat and prayed for death
I feel like it's 1145 a quarter to 12
15 minutes to my days is over
That's why it's hard to stay soba
So I drink in the rain and smoke in the sun
And create my own clouds not to think of the pain
Sometimes I think I'm goin' insane
I get mad and shout God's name in vain
Forgive me for my sins he got me laughin' again
He got me back rappin' again now help me choose my friends
My gats the closest one to me
But if my gun could take the stand and tell
I'll be doin' life in jail
Like judge he made me do it
It ain't the gun it's the behind it that shoot it
That's ruthless
You see alot of don't want drag to shine
Instead they wanna see drag locked up like my
Shyne
So you know what they try to do
Leave a behind
You know what it is they envy me
Motherf**kin' held me back for 3 years
And mother left me for dead
Hopin' that the world would forget but you know what
They didn't forget they bought me back
And now I'm in the greatest shape of my life
So now I'm on some like
Y'all
All I give a about is my
And my only
I'm on some like
Y'all can suck these off
'Coz I don't need y'all to succeed y'all
I know you like my word play early
Like Nelly got country grammar like 'er day
I can go cold and still sell out shows
And make enough dough to get your feet
Choppin' not about your toes
For comin' at me half steppin'
Talkin' like gangsta
And ain't have no weapon
Nig
Ah I got the best flow I be the best
In the Bronx
'Coz I don't walk through the swamps
Strivin' through the alleys of death
Recognize my destiny in life
Even if it takes my last breath nig
I walk in places where
It could've been my last step
But God got me out of it
I love him and I'm proud of it
Now can you feel my pain
See what I see walk in my shoes
And still my keep sane
