This is not me now 
Can you tell me 
What am i becoming 
What am i doing to my self 
This is not me now 
Can you tell me why i'm self destructing 
How can i live with all this 
And i am breaking to pieces 
How long will i lose this war 
I can't take much more 
I am losing now 
Will you help me 
How can i explain this 
How can i justify myself 
I am losing now 
Will you help me 
Cause i can't remember 
All that i've lived with for so long 
I am breaking to pieces 
How long will i lose this war 
No i can't take much more 
This is not me now 
Can you tell me what am i becoming 
What am i doing to myself 
What am i doing to myself 
I'm self-destructing 
I am breaking to pieces 
How long will i lose this war 
I can't take much more 
Breaking to pieces 
How long will i lose this war 
Now i can't take much more 
And i am breaking to pieces 
How long will i lose this war 
I can't take much more