One day I'll be gone

God, save me. I'm lost

One day I'll be gone

God, save me. I'm lost

Baby, it's been killing me to reach you when I'm down and out

I hate to admit it, but it kills me when you're not around

2016 destroyed me. I feel I've lost it all

This lonely little room of mine would cry if these walls could talk

This ain't no injury no way that I could walk it off

Love is like a broken record I just need to pause the song

I never thought that I'd let five years just pass me by

I'm asking why God has cursed me with a fragile mind

I'm like a moth to flame so I am always getting burned

Or maybe I'm a masochist I get pleasure out of getting hurt

I miss our young love, summer weather, crazy nights

But now I'm in this empty bar underneath these hazy lights

It's in the past for you

It's in the past for me

If I could snap my fingers, I would take us back to Apple street

But Kyle moved away now and so did Harworth

There's a family now that's been living in that apartment

Man, my anger got the best of me

I wish we would've talked it out

Cause now I'm drinking booze and poppin' pills until I'm falling out

Everything I've ever done and everything I've said was wrong

I wish I had the f**g balls to do it 'cause then I'd end it

You were my rock, you were my world. I never thought about it

If I'm being honest, baby, I'm so f**g lost without you

It's for the best you left 'cause baby I've been making progress

I may say I'm fine, but lately I just say it often

I used to drink to take the pain 'cause it erased my problems

Used to see your face. Every day I'd grab a case to polish

Shit, it makes me nauseous. Hold a .38 and c**k it

My spirit drags my body wanna blow my brains to stop it