i couldn't fall asleep so i stayed up and took

didn't help me focus

'cause i mixed it with some alcohol

just me and logic pro tried to make another catalog

hated everything i've ever made

'cause it had you involved

my first time in love

you broke my heart but i'm still glad it's you

i would hate me too if i was you so i ain't mad at you

nothing hurts me more

than knowing everything i put you through

oh uh i'm an a**e i wasn't lying when we met

i'll write a sad song about how ignorant i get

probably misread every text you ever sent

admitted about me when that was never what you meant

i'm a bad guy leave a trail of damage where i walk

it's a bad night every time we really try and talk

i know i've tried but we never got along

i don't do emotions i just put 'em in my songs ooh

it's been way too long since i've felt something new

i can't fall in love with someone else to lose

and i can't make up for the hell i put you through

but it's still you

why you upset aren't i supposed to get a pass

when it's just lust we don't even have to get along

see you cross me like if there's a line i ever drawn

no surprises got in this far no notice

i'm the prom i'm the record in the show

you gone pick me out regardless

i've no choice to hear me out before you call it

garbage opinions ain't my worry

yeah i'm always on the market

really ain't that bad

somewhere i must've been tarnished

i'm an a**e i wasn't lying when we met

i'll write a sad song about how ignorant i get

probably misread every text you ever sent

admit it about me when that was never what you meant

i'm a bad guy leave a trail of damage where i walk

it's a bad night every time we really try and talk

i know i've tried but we never got along

i don't do emotions i just put them in my songs

oh it's been way too long since i felt something new

i can't fall in love with someone else to lose

and i can't make up for the hell i put you through

but it's still you