See myself as a weapon

Shooting right into your heart

Look at all the shit I stepped in

I don't even know where to start

Everything's falling down on me

I can't breathe

Who are these people surrounding me

I wanna leave

Don't fit in anywhere that I go

Everyone always staring at their damn phone

When they finally notice I might be gone

Just bring flowers to my gravestone

I keep on waiting

For you to notice

I'm detonating

I can't control it

I keep on waiting

For you to notice

I'm detonating

I can't control it

Forgot myself in the back of your car

This ain't my destination but I guess it's a start

And I'm running from the demons yeah they're all in disguise

Too many disappointments yeah your all my demise

And I push myself a little closer to the feeling

When I opened up my eyes I was on the ceiling

I don't care at all if I'm unappealing

Just doing what I want till you f**g kill me

I keep on waiting

For you to notice

I'm detonating

I can't control it

I keep on waiting

For you to notice

I'm detonating

I can't control it

I'm intoxicated by your touch and lies

I can't get away no matter how hard I try

I suck at listening and I can't take good advice

Your love is a weapon you could kill me if you'd like

I keep on waiting

For you to notice

I'm detonating

I can't control it

I keep on waiting

For you to notice

I'm detonating

I can't control it