I'm ashes post-flame all the coal that disintegrates
I'll just lie here quietly sink into the earth's defeat
As I watched you grow dull wonder how you stay so cold
Always knew something was wrong never chose to play along here
So sit down shut off I don't know how I let you lead so long
'Cause right now you're only holding me back
'Cause I'm not where I want to be
And you're not who I wish you were
So I'll rest my eyes and we'll try in another life
While I was eating off the floor
Alone and drowning in my thoughts
Your gut was full still wanting more
You wanted more
So sit down shut off I don't know how I let you lead so long
'Cause right now you're only holding me back
'Cause I'm not where I want to be
And you're not who I wish you were
So I'll rest my eyes and we'll try in another life
I walk this road behind you now
I feel so lost 'cause you're never gonna turn around
Down cobblestone I scream your name
I fight your past 'cause you're never gonna feel the same
I walk this road behind you now
I feel so lost 'cause you're never gonna turn around
Down cobblestone I scream your name
I fight your past 'cause you're never gonna feel the same
So sit down shut off I don't know how I let you lead so long
'Cause right now you're only holding me back
'Cause I'm not where I want to be
You're you not who I wish you were
So I'll rest my eyes and we'll try in another life
