You're insecure, I know because I feel it too
How it feel to be an alien in every room?
How it feel to be rejected and like every second
I'm just tryna tell the truth to momma when I'm on the shrooms
Enter the room
I set the mood
Tears in my eyes
I could barely move
My mother was frightened, I told her "give me a second"
She started freaking out on me
I told her "please hear me, listen"
When I was in kindergarten
I started hiding every piece of me that I thought was loud
So tried to silence-
Who I was, even when I struggled, I had to hide it
I could tell you were broken, you couldn't handle my s**t
Handle my s**t
I could tell you were broken, you couldn't handle my s**t
So I held it in, like a bladder full of piss
Now I got this pain in my stomach that I can't seem to miss
But wait, I can't depress the Union
I've got to say something they think is dope, or I'm stupid
I've got to make my momma smile, otherwise I'm useless
Or I've got to score a goal for my daddy missing his youth, this-
Is what happens
Every time a person who isn't whole tries to have kids
I can't even be myself without thinking of that s**t
But I found a place to be myself
I call it rapping, I call it rapping
You never showed me what to do
I seen Juni out his shell, like Akkhiel
What it do, what it do, uh
You never showed me what to do
I seen Juni out his shell, like Akkhiel
What it do, what it do, uh
This what music does
Fuck with all of us
HHC the name
We make albums on the run
Album coming soon
Did one just for fun
Now we making two
We rise into the sun
Look, we rise into the sun
Yeah, look, we rise into the sun
You never told me what to do
But this music is the key to being me, f*ck you, uh
You never told me what to do
But this music is the key to being me, f*ck you, uh
Woah, yeah, woah
You always told me what to do, what to do
Well I always had these dreams in my shoes, and I got to move
Feet to the street in tune, to the beat running on, running on through school
Here I think I could be who I wanted to prove I could be
To mom, to pops, to 'em all, I could do anything, but
Yeah, woah, woah
Nobody showed me what to do
But this music is the key to me being me, you be you
I be headed to the moon like I'm Artemis
Dark, it consumed almost all of me
Fish for compliments, man I was Chasing Chrome
Like Dominic, had to find my way home
Had to face the doubts, box 'em out
Energy was down, I'm talkin' kilo"Cal"s
I mean I'm chillin' now, but I was not then
Made a rebound, shouts to my friends
Didn't need to pretend, wasn't off climbing the fence
Done with this chance like I almost threw-
The towels all into the bin
Till one of my friends said "don't quit, IamLostTwo"
Said we could do our lil' dance, our own ambience
And I'll be the boss of who?
HHC, who's it constitute?
Then we brought it up, brought the Cru Anew
Now it's bearing fruit, and I be sipping Joos
Growing cash-trees in the garden, seek Nirvana, man I feel In Bloom
Taking roots, wings be fireproof, it's like I'm Icarus, but I'm v2
Rise to the sun, but I'll be cool
Rise to the sun, but I'll be good
Be a bigger MC than Jin was
Got to take flight, no treason, it's HHC I believe in us
It's HHC, I ain't leaving us
Just don't call me sir, cause I ain't no sxre
Demote me, prez is up for hire
Just lemme fly, and I'll go higher, higher
Yeah, woah, woah
You always told me what to do
And I always been the loudest kid in the room, I raise the roof
Could I be boyp?
No, cause I ain't keepin' up with the Joneses
Cause I ain't Juni B
No I ain't LUCAS, he made the beat
No, can't Kyubit when he on the keys
N,o I keep it true doing me and
Hater talkin', I keep Haken, uh cause I'll be spitting clean, and
When I hit, you go sleep, like, catch these KO-Z's, like
You never showed me what to do
I seen Juni out his shell, like Akkhiel
What it do, what it do, uh
You never told me what to do
But this music is the key to being me, f*ck you, uh
