Yeah
Soon after I dropped raw
The spotlight creeped up
I received love from fans
Through out the world
Yeah seems nuts
Is it God or could it be luck
I put my toes in the sand
And ended up with my feet stuck
When the storm comes
Then how should we address it
My situation with ruthless
Turned out to be a blessing
During the time it left
Every ounce of me affected
But when it was done I saw that
I was bound to be a legend
But I'm lost
The fame driving me crazy
Cry when I'm angry
The games trying to change me
Sinister record labels
Got desires to pay me
As the world puts they f**king
Hands high to embrace me
How would you take it in
I honestly can't pretend
The only reason I started rapping
Was to make a friend
And now I got fans
Who love me for creating sins
You think fame ain't got a dark side
Think again Yo
Fame can make you insane
It's so strange
Everyday I feel I'm caught in the rain
Only very few have walked in my shoes
I sit alone in my room
Feeling so damn confused
'Cause I don't know who the hell I am
Yeah scared I might never get a wife
Closer I move into
The limelight shit is like
Girls just want to be next to me
'Cause I rip the mic
Saying they love me
But the vibe I get isn't right
What if I flopped
When my album dropped
And went broke baby tell me
Would your love just stop
See I'm in love with you
But you in love with Hop
The struggle's real
But through your eyes it's fun to watch
I swear to God I used to fiend for it
I see the fire but I keep going
I smell the sins from the breeze blowing
My crew is telling me to beast mode it
I feel like I'm going to hell if
I keep it up even my priest knows it
So many women and the money is great
But this life just isn't me
And I don't want to be fake
I didn't think that
It would come to this day
It's time I put my alter ego to the side
And leave him stuck in his grave
Fame can make you insane
It's so strange
Everyday I feel I'm caught in the rain
Only very few have walked in my shoes
I sit alone in my room
Feeling so damn confused
'Cause I don't know who the hell I am
Shit not anymore
My soul's rotten and sore
I hear a knock at the door for real
I got a lot to endure
There ain't no stopping the storm
Homie the top isn't warm so chill
I think I need my light bulb fixed
As of lately I ain't been
Getting hyped on shit
Life's a journey
You gotta find your niche
I'm leaving this tight space
Because I don't fit
Now I'm moving away
My whole life I'm a start from scratch
As an artist I'm trapped
F**k Hop Marcus is back
For a while it's gonna be hard to adapt
But I'm willing to go through it
I ain't starving to rap
I'm soul searching
It's like I'm living with no purpose
I try to find a spark to
Spit but there's no urges
Inside of me for me to pursue it
Some people think that I'm stupid
But don't judge
If you ain't went through it
I'm out
Fame can make you insane
It's so strange
Everyday I feel
I'm caught in the rain
Only very few have walked in my shoes
I sit alone in my room
Feeling so damn confused
'Cause I don't know
Who the hell I am
Fame can make you insane
It's so strange
Everyday I feel I'm caught in the rain
Only very few have walked in my shoes
I sit alone in my room feeling
So damn confused
'Cause I don't know who the hell I am
Fame can make you insane
It's so strange
Everyday I feel I'm caught in the rain
Only very few have walked in my shoes
I sit alone in my room feeling
So damn confused
'Cause I don't know who the hell I am
