and i freeze like ice
am i dead
or am i still alive
can i move
can i get what's mine
as i lay in the ashes of my own life
you make me cry
you make me lie
you make me everything that i deny
you want me to die deep inside
don't you dare not to give me back what's mine
you make me cry
you make me lie
you make me everything that i deny
you want me to die deep inside
don't you dare not to give me back what's mine
i'm so confused
yes it brings me down
i wanna be red
but i'm still just proud
as it shines like the sparkle in your eyes
yes i can burn
but i can't get what's mine
you make me cry
you make me lie
you make me everything that i deny
you want me to die deep inside
don't you dare not to give me back what's mine
you make me cry
you make me lie
you make me everything that i deny
you want me to die deep inside
don't you dare not to give me back what's mine
it follows me everywhere i go
it keeps me down
it hunts me down
i know how it feels to be a clown
it follows me
everywhere i go
it keeps me down
it hunts me down
i know how it feels to be a clown
you make me cry
you make me high
you make me happy
everything that i deny
you want me to die deep inside
don't you dare not to give me back what's mine
i'mma die you make me cry
you make me lie
you make me everything that i deny
you want me to die deep inside
don't you dare not to give me back what's mine
