Looking my eyes oh oh oh oh
This is the greatest story never told
The life and times seventh episode
Based on a dad that I've never known
Mama raised me to hold my own but I went against the grain
The tracks of a tear show's the pain
Trapped in cage with the shackles and chains I lost my grip
Try to handle the game through the fire
Didn't happen to change
You can try and kick it with him I ain't listen
I was trapped in my way
Young and dumb buzzing off that one hundred and one proof
Backshotting shorty on the project roof
Wow look at him now came a long ways from the hallways
Copping on four four and broadway I was sixteen
Working the triple beam
Catch a vick jack a whip anything getting this cream
The fiends had him falling in love
And the fiend became me
I needed more than drugs
If you look in my eyes you see what I see
Take a look at my life you see why I'm me
Everyday on the grind I'm fiending my seed
Try to seek out at dying that's where you'll find me
I heard the homey say this can't be life this can't be us
He can't be right or maybe it's true or maybe it's you
I say it's the devil and all the things that he persuade me to do
I'm holding back just for making the news
Chasing haze with the booze
Doing the tango while they playing the blues
Loose cannon attracted to the neon
Little rc stepping up with his go on he on
I learned from the corner dons the cops the cons
The sugar daddies the tricks the johns
I was quick to get involved addicted to it all
Got my ged behind the prison walls
I risked death just to rep where I'm from
I got slapped in the head with the gun
Second to none perfection with my kids it become
Cynthia's son forgive me for the sins that I've done
If you look in my eyes you see what I see
Take a look at my life you see why I'm me
Everyday on the grind I'm fiending my seed
Try to seek out at dying that's where you'll find me
Sleepless nights vampire fiesting on the darkness
How could I see the light
Grown ups try to lead them right
Still catching felonies they telling me
Everything gon be alright I'm like
I ain't try to play the fool I just want a plate of food
Pay my dues hustling to make to make it through
I'm same as you but I'm considered lucky
Cause my buddy's in the grave should of made it too
The stress and the pain my lifestyle destined to change
Lord bless him for the rest of his days
May he be everything that he say
Give him strength to be a leader
Or to lead him astray the sheep or the pray
Mama used to say believe in this day
Situations force people to change
I'm so deep in the game I will never be the same
The devil be the blame that's the reason I sing
If you look in my eyes you see what I see
Take a look at my life you see why I'm me
Everyday on the grind I'm fiending my seed
Try to seek out at dying that's where you'll find me
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
