Yeah
I do this for me, you don't like it
That's fine Go listen to somebody else
Playing these notes for me
That's a note to myself
When you're breaking down is when you're finding yourself
I know I've been distant with you
Every family picture makes it look like we're close, but we aren't
I know it seems like I don't care
But I take it to heart
Grew up together, we drifted apart
A lot of it's all on me
Hang up the phone – opportunity calling me
Why can't I give an apology?
Rich with love, but around me it feels like a Dollar Tree
When was the last time I told you I loved you?
When was the last time I said this would change?
When was the last time I sat with you
More than a minute with something to say?
What if you're gone tomorrow?
Would the pride in my heart start to fade?
Seems like we know what to say when somebody is laid in a grave
Can't find the words when they look at our face
I should be who you can count on, how can I?
I can't even count on myself
Isolated with the walls that I've built
I've locked the door, now hold it still
I'm scared I'm not the things that you need from me I just don't know
How to let you know
It's hard for me to tell you what you mean to me
And I'm scared that you'll never know But maybe one day I can tell
You what you mean to me
And maybe one day I can show you you mean the most to me
Have a lot to give, scared to give it
You were sick and I just didn't visit I get if you don't wanna listen
Just know that I made the wrong decision
Love is a beautiful word
Our actions make it hollow Easy to say
But it's harder to swallow ‘Cause
You on the hospital bed, and I'm like, "
Yeah, I'll call in tomorrow"
Sorry I couldn't be there for you (yeah)
Haven't seen you, I don't know what I will say to you
People think I got the answers, like, what do I say to you?
What do I say when I walk in the room like, how you been?
Why set the bar if I lose the grip?
All this hurt, I can't let it in
I had this girl, then I let it slip
Like I wrote you a song, and now it just haunts me
I'm sorry I couldn't get back to you
You couldn't let go of your past
Ironic – I keep looking back at you
If I still think about it, you still mean a lot to me
This was the best, but honestly
It never brought the best out of me Three
In the morning, we calling each other like
I'm scared I'm not the things that you need from me I just don't know
How to let you know It's hard for me to tell you what you mean to me
And I'm scared that you'll never know But maybe one day I can tell
You what you mean to me
And maybe one day I can show you you mean the most to me
I'm scared I'm not the things that you need from me
I just don't know how to let you know
It's hard for me to tell you what you
Mean to me (mean to me)
And I'm scared that you'll never know (never know)
But maybe one day
I can tell you what you mean to me And maybe
One day I can show you you mean the most to me
I'm scared I'm not the things you need from me I just don't know how
To let you know It's hard for me to tell you what
You mean to me, and I'm scared that you'll never know
