I know I do it to myself

I know I'm putting you through hell

If you could see inside my shell

You'd see that I'm in hell as well

I know our time is running thin

Where did we start where do we end

I say I'd do it all again

But I hate paying for my sins

So I just close the door

When I can't give no more

'Cause all I do is get f**ked up

Go to bed wake up and repeat it

Lost boy I don't wanna feel no love

Spending too much time with my demons

When it all comes down you're gonna thank me

Know it hurt but it was for a reason

Too deep I don't think you can save me

You can't wait for me to believe it

So how does it feel

Now you'll never be ablе to forget me

Swallowing pills

Try to forget 'cause I hate remembering

And everything you said

It tears me apart I can't keep pretending

How does it feel

To be stuck in the middle of the ending

And I said I'll try it 'til the end

I broke my back to comprehend

All of the things I can't defend

But it's just easy to pretend

And I'm not myself when I'm upset

So I drink all day 'til I forget

And I'm not quite sure what you expect

You fell in love with my regrets

So I just close the door

When I can't give no more

'Cause all I do is get f**ked up

Go to bed wake up and repeat it

Lost boy I don't wanna feel no love

Spending too much time with my demons

When it all comes down you're gonna thank me

Know it hurt but it was for a reason

Too deep I don't think you can save me

You can't wait for me to believe it

So how does it feel

Now you'll never be able to forget me

Swallowing pills

Try to forget 'cause I hate remembering

And everything you said

It tears me apart I can't keep pretending

How does it feel

To be stuck in the middle of the ending

How does it feel

To be stuck in the middle of the ending