And back to these cold shitty days in Portland

Wishing I'd never come across your face

Laying by the memories of things unspoken

Scared by thoughts of your father

Made me look over the flaws of your nature

Laying on your back became your only escape

You feel so old, used, but not yet broken

Not to think you have it all together

I never planned to carry your burdens

But this child was a mistake

I knew from the moment I stepped off that plane

We had no future

How come your dreams are always so bitter?

And who knows

Maybe one day

She will know my name

You still return to the same skylines

That leave you broken

Cheap talks with even cheaper company

Keeps the days turning into nights

You lay awake crying cause your child

Carries my name

While I regret ever making you apart of my life

Sadly enough

This song's not to hurt you

Just to show the world that I'm free

I knew from the moment I stepped off that plane

We had no future

How come your dreams are always so bitter?

And who knows

Maybe one day

She will know my name

She'll know

She will know