You take my heart for weakness You cut me up and beat me dry

I won't be defeated I never, ever, ever, ever feel so alive

You take my heart for weakness But don't you know big girls don't cry

I won't be defeated I feel so happy I could die

I feel so happy I could die

Everywhere I go feels different now I'm lost but I really don't mind

There's beauty in the pain I can see it now Even if I'm living a lie

I'm falling, yeah, I'm falling apart But it's fine

I'm dying, yeah, I'm dying Start my life

You take my heart for weakness You cut me up and beat me dry

I won't be defeated I never, ever, ever, ever feel so alive

You take my heart for weakness But don't you know big girls don't cry

I won't be defeated I feel so happy I could die

I feel so happy I could die

Everything I know feels different now I'm lost but I really don't mind

There's beauty in the pain I can see it now Even if I'm living a lie

I'm falling, yeah, I'm falling apart But it's fine

I'm dying, yeah, I'm dying Start my life

You were my safety My instructor

Each time you break me I get to feel

You take my heart for weakness You cut me up and beat me dry

I won't be defeated I feel so happy I could die

I feel so happy I could die