I haven't been eating I can't seem to sleep and I hate to admit that I'm really not okay

I'd ask how you're doing, but you're probably happy

And if that's the case, I wouldn't know what to say I did this to myself

And now I feel like hell You let me go so easy You never fight

Keep me, you did this to yourself I hope you feel like hell

For leaving me so easy Why was it so easy?

It doesn't affect you, you're not sad about it The joke was on me for how easily you moved on

You don't ask how I'm doing I'm out here assuming You don't really care, you're happier now that I'm gone

I did this to myself And now I feel like hell You let me go so easy You never fought to keep me You did this to yourself

I hope you feel like hell for leaving me so easy Why was it so easy?

I did this to myself You don't really care if the joke was on me If it doesn't affect you, would it?

You don't really care if the joke was on me For how we're living now You don't really care if the joke was on me If it doesn't affect you, would it?

You don't really care if the joke was on me If it doesn't affect you, would it?

I know that I need to get on without you But how do I stop electricity in my veins?

I feel the pressure, the need to get better

But when I am cured, I'll still hold on to the pain I did this to myself

And now I feel like hell You let me go so easy You never fought

Keep me, you did this to yourself I hope you feel like hell

For leaving me so easy Why was it so easy?

I did this to myself

And now I feel like hell You let me go so easy You never fought to keep me You did this to yourself

I hope you feel like hell For leaving me so easy Why was it so easy?

I did this to myself

And tell me how it feels to be stuck

Between the things you wrote and things you messed up If I'm the queen of tears or the king of lies

Cause if you wanted it, you would've tried And the joke was on me, it doesn't affect you at all And the joke was on me, it doesn't affect you at all And the joke was on me, it doesn't affect you at all Cause if you wanted it, you would've tried