Natalie's explaining limerence between taking hits from a blunt

High as a kite

While Rodney's playing GTA I swear why is he so good at this game?

It should be 'cause for concern

I'm just shoveling popcorn into my mouth

So I don't say the things that I'm thinking out loud

I'm thinking about breaking your heart someday soon

And if I do I'll be breaking mine too

If I stay busy

Maybe I'll forget how I feel and go on living life as I planned it

So bring on the parties I wanna go dancing

My arm 'round the waist of a friendly acquaintance

Toeing the line of betraying your trust

Why do I feel alive when I'm behaving my worst?

Is there a difference between lying to you

If it feels just as bad as telling the truth?

I know that there is

And I know what I'll pick

I want what we have

A beautiful life

But the stillness

The stillness might eat me alive