I don't wanna say goodbye

But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry

Say my farewells pack up and leave tonight

Farewell miss I know that you can care less

But I'm sorry for everything I was careless

But I need you to know that I love you so much

And I've been drinking myself to sleep my soul's crushed

A couple more shots I know I'm gonna go nuts

I can't deal with the fact you left me with no crutch

I was in love with you how could you do this to me

Actually I did this to myself what a tragedy

And now what do I do

Where do I go

Cause everywhere I go I see your face

It's hard starting over

Trying to find another shoulder

To lean on

I feel like my whole life just got peed on

They say time heals but dammit I wanna stop time and feel this pain

As crazy as it sounds to me it's sane

And I like it why 'cause I feel like we're still united

In some weird way I don't wanna fight it

I don't wanna say goodbye

But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry

Say my farewells pack up and leave tonight

I wrote you the other day and you didn't write back

It's like that after all the crap we been through

I can't believe you I know I f**ked up

But look within you and find some love and stop being stuck up

You keep sending me to voicemail

I'm annoyed hell sh*t you coulda at least sent a text

But you're probably busy kissing someone else's lips

While I'm sitting here cleaning my shoes from this sh*t

You're hard headed a sharp headache

I need help call a medic

I just cut myself yeah I did it

Without you I'm nothing don't you get it

Every time that I said I loved you I meant it

You turn and tell me you hate me and regret that

We ever met I can't believe you just said that

You're so cold you just hit me so low

I can't take this no more so hit the road

I don't wanna say goodbye

But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry

Say my farewells pack up and leave tonight

Some things just don't seem the way they do

One day you tell me I love you and only you

I wake up to find out it was a dream

You're telling me you hate me you're leaving me

People change everything changes

We go from best friends then become strangers

We go from seeing each other everyday then

Farewell to never seeing your face again

I can't get you outta of my head

So I'm out of bed at 4 in the morning

Wishing I was dead

But for some odd reason I can't do it

For some reason I needed to write

What's on my mind and what's going through it

Cause if I don't I'll probably suffocate

Why do you have so much hate

Towards me you need some loving babe

God I f**king love you I hate myself

For falling in love with you

Just to find out all I did was trouble you

My heart is aching I'm medicated

I tried meditating

But nothing works I don't even feel sedated

I wish you could feel what I feel for one second

I reckon you would jump out your window bare naked

F**k humiliation you do anything to get me back

Opinions wouldn't matter what they thought in fact

You would tell everyone to f**k themselves good

And do everything to have me if you could

I don't wanna say goodbye

But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry

Say my farewells pack up and leave tonight