I said that I'll be okay

If you wanna stay just friends

I'll tame my emotions

They're just emotions in the end

But I'm spending all of these sleepless nights

Tryna get you out my head

But when I'm not thinking

I'm only missing you instead

'Cause I try to stay away

But I just miss you more

I tell my heart to change

But it keeps swayin' back and forth

I love you I love you not

I love you I love you

I'm tryin' to love myself

For the me that's not with you

I try to love someone else but everythin' we do

Reminds me of something that you said you hate

Guess I can't escape the truth

Even if I run away I'll be runnin' back to you

'Cause I try to stay away

But I just miss you more

I tell my heart to change

But it keeps swayin' back and forth

I love you I love you not

I love you I love you

Trying to forget you doesn't really work

Denyin' what I'm feeling

Ends up making me feel worse

I love you I love you not

I love you I love you

Now I'm just try to run away

From every memory left of you

'Cause I thought I'd be okay

But I guess that wasn't true

'Cause I've tried to stay away

But I just missed you more

I've told my heart to change

But it's been swayin' back and forth

I love you I love you not

I love you I love you

Tryin' to forget you never really worked

Denyin' what I'm feelin'

Never changed how much it hurt

I love you I love you not

I love you I love you

I love you I love you not

I love you I love you