Tell me what the prize is for nothing
Doesn't all this pain count for something ohhh
Tryna override but I'm cautious
I keep going round and round
Crashing into solid ground
Maybe I should learn self forgiveness (I know it)
But I can't stand to be my own witness (no)
I gotta live and die with decisions
It's easy to say
But harder to do
Cuz I made a home
In all of this rain
I've never known different
It's all dressed the same
It's the bed that I made
I wish I didn't pin it on me
I wish I never blamed it on me
Should've never let it cut deep
I wish I didn't pin it on me
How'd I make the room for all these problems
(You stay) Feeding them the oxygen to multiply
Everyday I'm boxed in with my conscience
Any time I win a round
There you are to knock me down
I'm tired
I'm fighting to gain freedom from my mind
So easy to say
Much harder to do
When I've made a home
With all of this rain
I wish it was different
But that's just the game
It's the bed that I made
I wish I didn't pin it on me
I wish I never blamed it on me
Should've never let it cut deep
I wish I didn't pin it on me
I wish I didn't pin it on me
I wish I never blamed it on me
Should've never let it cut deep
I wish I didn't pin it on me
I gotta putting on a show
I gotta keep moving
I gotta keep going on and on
I gotta keep
Gotta putting on a show
(I gotta keep moving)
(I gotta keep going on and on)
I wish I never pin it on me
I wish I never blamed it on me
Should've never let it cut deep
I wish I never pin it on me
I wish I never pin it on me
I wish I never blamed it on me
Should've never let it cut deep
I wish I never pin it on me
