I'd write you a love song

But I don't know how that feels

Tonight I am numb

From a cocktail of pills

I hallucinate

Think I'm touchin' your skin

I'd much rather die

Think of the bed that you're in

And the streetlights

They might as well

Burn and hold out

Ain't nothing bright as you

Ever step foot in this godforsaken town

You lied and you left

And I'm wonderin' what the hell I should do

I'd seen it all

Or so I thought

Until I met you

We didn't get our books

In bed every night

We're dancing in the kitchen

Drunk off of some shitty wine

I didn't get that ring

There on my hand

I didn't get your name

In ink all over my skin

And the streetlights

They might as well

Burn and hold out

Ain't nothing bright as you

Ever step foot in this godforsaken town

You lied and you left

And I'm wonderin' what the hell I should do

I'd seen it all

Or so I thought

Until I met you

Now I ain't tryna ask you to save me

Even I don't like who I've been lately

And I'm well aware that I might not ever find loving

But like Hemingway and Hadley

It's not the end of our story

Sit here tonight

Alone with my thoughts

Alone with my sins

And the things that I've bought

I told you I loved you

The night that we met

I felt it back then

And it ain't left me yet

And the streetlights they might as well

Burn and hold out

Ain't nothing bright as you

Ever step foot in this godforsaken town

You lied and you left

And I'm wonderin' what the hell I should do

I'd seen it all

Or so I thought until I met you

I'd seen it all

Or so I thought

Until I lost you