we're talking through the rain
you're three hundred miles away
have you ever felt a pain
like watching loved ones walk away from you
through the storm through the blinding light
beaten down over a hundred times
i've been hurt but i gotta fight
for this and for you
for you
for you
souvenirs from my relationship
i'm in the shower contemplating it
how i could have changed
have you had a spiritual experience
a coffee cup cheap bought me
pumpkin patch on halloween
disposables from high school
we hurt each other like we're supposed to
it's true
it's true
me
it's thurd and love
it's thurd and love
thurd and love
it's thurd and love
it's thurd and love
thurd and love
but i'm still on the run run
i act like i'm having fun fun
really i drink to feel numb
baby i know it's dumb shit
act like i don't feel nothing
novocaine don't always function
i'm hurting but you loved it
i hate that it's true
i ruined everything but you
i hate that it's true
ruined everything but you
i hate that it's true
ruined everything but you
i hate that it's true
i ruined everything but you
ooh baby
