Been a year, and I've been listening to same old songs

I'm scared of moving on

'Cause I've got nothing else to do

And though I've tried to find me

Some motivation to have

I just don't want to end this

'Cause I'm scared of saying goodbye

And I can't seem to find the right time (right time)

It might as well take a whole lifetime (lifetime)

I know it wasn't gonna be easy

But it's the only thing that keeps me from going insane

Thinking about self-hatred's what I try to avoid

So I put pen to paper to try to fill the void, is what I'm tryna do

Dreading the ending of a sentence

Rearranging cadence

This fear of accomplishment

Is stressing out my patience

Oh, stressing out my patience oh-oh-oh

And I can't seem to find the right time (right time)

It might as well take a whole lifetime (lifetime)

I know it wasn't gonna be easy

But it's the only thing that keeps me from going insane