I saw it in a nightmare

It swallowed up all my dreams

I hate that I go there

I wish that I could let it be

Part of me likes it

No one gets to torture me, but me

I do it all

so casually

One, two, breathe and I set me free

Only if it was so easy

Make up my mind and I tear me up

Turn a blind eye just to turn it up

Losing my mind as I tear me up

Make up my mind and I tear me up

I know it doesn't matter

But people try so hard to be

A part of that nightmare

What a f****d up social scene

I try to ignore it

I hate that I'm losing me, but see

I do it all

so casually

One, two, breathe and I set me free

Only if it was so easy

Make up my mind and I tear me up

Turn a blind eye just to turn it up

Losing my mind as I tear me up

Make up my mind and I tear me up

Make up my mind and I tear me up

Turn a blind eye just to turn it up

Losing my mind as I tear me up

Make up my mind and I tear me up