It's not easy

Having yourself a good time.

Greasing up those bets and betters,

Watching out they don't four letter.

F k and kiss you both at the same time.

Smells like something I've forgotten

Curled up died and now it's rotten.

I'm not a gangster tonight.

Don't want to be a bad guy.

I'm just a loner baby,

And now you've got in my way.

I Can't Decide

Whether you should live or die.

Oh, you'll probably go to heaven

Please don't hang your head and cry.

No wonder why my heart feels dead inside

It's cold and hard and petrified.

Lock the doors and close the blinds,

We're going for a ride.

...

It's a bitch,

Convincing people to like you.

If I stop now call me a quitter.

If lies were cats you'd be a litter.

Pleasing everyone isn't like you.

Dancing jigs until I'm crippled.

Slug ten drinks I won't get pickled.

I've got to hand it to you,

You've played by all the same rules.

It takes the truth to fool me

And now you've made me angry.

I Can't Decide

Whether you should live or die.

Oh, you'll probably go to heaven

Please don't hang your head and cry.

No wonder why my heart feels dead inside

It's cold and hard and petrified.

Lock the doors and close the blinds,

We're going for a ride.

Oh, I could throw you in the lake,

Or feed you poisoned birthday cake.

I won't deny, I'm gonna miss you,

When you're gone.

Oh, I could bury you alive,

But you might crawl out with a knife

And kill me when I'm sleeping.

That's why

I Can't Decide

Whether you should live or die.

Oh, you'll probably go to heaven

Please don't hang your head and cry.

No wonder why my heart feels dead inside

It's cold and hard and petrified.

Lock the doors and close the blinds,

We're going for a ride.