First time I met my brother I was standing at his tombstone
Let's fuck something up for the last time it's been too long
The pain never went away - even when the winter went away
Too many people eating off my plate I can't stop now for that it
I can't lie I cry at night (let's do it again)
I can't lie I cry at night, been months since the last quiet night
I admit I feel some type of way about everything right now
Give me a chance to make it all good and I'll fuck it up
I feel like that since the first class - about to give up
Back in the day was handling the pain with me rolling up
I tried my best, wish me good luck, it wasn't enough
You see the pain in my eyes
I think I am losing my mind
Gun on my hip
Roll on the fifth
Empty the clip
Get back what I miss
I can't lie I cry at night (let's do it again)
I can't lie I cry at night, been months since the last quiet night
I admit I feel some type of way about everything right now
