Skimmin' thru this letter that she wrote
It says I'm never there and our relationships a ghost
Seeing as I'm fresh to death that shit should come of no surprise
I can see she's growing tired of tryin' to swim against the tide
And I ain't got no feelings it's as if I was paralyzed
And all she seems to hear from me lately is alibis
But she's so in love with me I can't imagine why
I'm paid but her hearts the one thing you can't bribe
So we goin' back and forth with all the arguments
I would apologize but my prides too oversized for me to swallow it
Gotta check your dial the time is now for us to call it quits
You hurt so I'll excuse you while you talkin' shit and tossing shit
Gotta duck like a n***a play for Iraq
And rewind it up divide it like a pint of neopolitan
Altho they say we all scream for ice cream
I shulda done more than buy you nice things
Tell me will you ever wake up
Will you ever see
That this is where I wanna be
Do anything for you except for leave
Even when it was hard for me
Kept holdin' on when I wanted to let go
All your secrets safe with me ill never tell a soul
Just can't figure out why I can never tell you no
Say you love me but you never let it show
So I guess I'll never know
Alarm clock snooze button waking up with whose woman
Not mine lately I been prayin' I can stop lyin'
Last time wasn't the last time she couldn't stop cryin'
Livin' out a part grind my girlfriend my glock 9
But all I need in this life of sin is more money than I can spend
And her callin' like where you been
And me replyin' grinding bae sorry I ain't make no time today
But look I'm doin' fine let me catch this other line ok
You understand that understand me f**k them side hoes ain't no plan b
Ain't no plan b pills unplanned parenting apparently
I ain't found her yet where is she
Lookin' for her like future got me lookin' forward to my future
Wifey no baby mama throwin' rice no benny hunnas
Lookin' for a pretty woman with the wisdom of my grandmama
I'm trippin' kinda sound like I'm dreamin' don't it
Tell me will you ever wake up
Will you ever see
That this is where I wanna be
Do anything for you except for leave
Even when it was hard for me
Kept holdin' on when I wanted to let go
All your secrets safe with me ill never tell a soul
Just can't figure out why I can never tell you no
Say you love me but you never let it show
So I guess I'll never know
