Lose it, Pinterest, you won't find no better than this
I swear, girl, if you leave, just let me know so I won't look dumb when you move on
Lose it, Pinterest, you won't find no better than this
I swear, girl, if you leave, just let me know so I won't look dumb when you move on
Lose it, Pinterest, you won't find no better than this
I swear, girl, if you leave, just let me know so I won't look dumb when you move on
Something doesn't feel right, circumstances got me broken from the feel like
My whole life is a lie and I'm looking for a way to get better
But lately my entire world's become gray and the weather been cold as ever
That's my realize, I realize, realize in my real life
Even realize, can't fathom that they wanna see me living like better
But then they never wanna ever see me living like better than them
And I'm a friend to them, what is a friend to them?
If all my friends be enemies and I'm dead to them
When will it end my days spent on defending my feelings?
Showing no emotion, pretending that I'm feeling fine
But I'm reminded my time is what I'm seeking
I'm like a light demon at night when I fight demons
It's out of sight seeming like I cannot quite reach it
Till I find a peace of mind and I'm giving my life meaning
Losing interest, you won't find no better than this
I swear girl, if you leave, just let me know
So I won't look dumb when you move on
Losing interest, you won't find no better than this
I swear girl, if you leave, just let me know
So I won't look dumb when you move on
Aye, let me hit that shit real quick, yeah
Romanticizing fantasies, fantasizing these strategies
Actually get you back at me, Saturday
Just imagining actually happening, I'm staggering
I'm like a cavity, blackening practical practice and rhymes
Rhyming a masterpiece, I'm naming it after you
So you will come after me
Climbing up my trine, applying my time
Crying and sighing cause I ain't did this for nothing
But you ain't see how I'm feeling
On God though, I ain't bluffing
I be huffing and puffing, just abusing the substance
Cause of you, I mean nothing
But how the fuck I mean nothing?
I mean I gotta mean something
But at the end, it's nothing
These hands of mine be tied behind me
Declining to pry free
I'm likely to OD, I'm tired of old me
Pray to God I don't get cold feet
All I wanted was amnesty
Come to find out it ain't for me
All these demons have aimed for me
Pay to play today or be the fucking day that you pray for me
Losing interest, you won't find no better than this
I swear, girl, if you leave, just let me know
So I won't look dumb when you move on
Losing interest, you won't find no better than this
I swear, girl, if you leave, just let me know
So I won't look dumb when you move on
I'm running in a race from all these faces
I'm breaking down when I face them
Misplacing all the hatred
I basically can't escape them
They've been faking it to make it
Maintaining it, but I'm aching
Awaken for the sake of the game
Life is making me play right
Can save it till daylight
I'm waiting
This my way of changing my fate
I just pray cause I know it's already written
Destiny's already given
Not controlling life, just living
This the vision I'm fulfilling
On a mission till I'm winning
Gotta work with what I'm given
Make it worth it, never missing
I convert it to a living
I'm reversing all the pity
Bout to hit 150
Trying to make a difference
Quickly fight the hate I'm trying to lift
You gotta lift myself up with you
Plot to win before I drift to bottom
Up the barrel, stick to what I'm taught
I will admit you might have shook me just a little
But my soul is never brittle
Never caught up in the middle
To the top before the whistle
Losing interest, you won't find no better than this
I swear, girl, if you leave, just let me know
So I won't look dumb when you move on
Losing interest, you won't find no better than this
I swear, girl, if you leave, just let me know
So I won't look dumb when you move on
Losing interest, you won't find no better than this
I swear, girl, if you leave, just let me know
So I won't look dumb when you move on
