I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared
And I can't stand my friends right now we got nothing in common
But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
How did you know
How could you tell
Ask me to explain myself well
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
A foot on the brake 'cause it's been making me carsick
How could you blame me
Growing up is chaotic
Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him
It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts
Who knew that wanting someone could ever make me this desperate
Don't think I'll do that again no
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
How did you know
How could you tell
You ask me to explain myself well
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
A foot on the brake 'cause it's been making me carsick
How could you blame me
Growing up is chaotic
And maybe I'm just blowing all this s**t up in my head
But I can't help it no I can't help it
Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again
Godd**n I felt it I really felt it
Maybe I'm just blowing all this s**t up in my head
But I can't help it no I can't help it
Spending too much time on things I know that I'll forget
But d**n I felt it
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing could be this exhausting
A foot on the brake 'cause it's making me carsick
How could you blame me
