I can say things i don't always mean
When people get too close to me
Don't know where it comes from honestly
And you were imperfect
Yeah you had your lows
But i'd say you got pretty close
Don't know how you could put up with me
I was so caught up in my own thoughts
Don't think that i understood
When you said that you just couldn't take it
That i would lose you for good
Oh i didn't think this over
Fell back when you got closer
After i just put you right through hell
You couldn't hate me more than i hate myself
I'd always act so
Selfish at i hadn't dealt with
After i just put you right through hell
You couldn't hate me more than i hate myself
We both know i might be the worst at goodbyes
But i looked at you straight and i lied
And acting like i'd be fine
Sometimes when i care
I think i tend to shut off
Like nothing can matter enough
Why would you let me keep doing
That you should've stopped me
But i was so caught up in my own thoughts
Don't think that i understood
When you said that you just couldn't take it
That i would lose you for good
Oh i didn't think this over
Fell back when you got closer
After i just put you right through hell
You couldn't hate me more than i hate myself
I'd always act so
Selfish and s**t i hadn't dealt with
After i just put you right through hell
You couldn't hate me more than i hate myself
So off i go to hurt you again
I'll shut you out to try and forget
That i'm the one who's
F**d up in the end
'cause baby
You'll be happier with someone else
So if i go to hurt you again
I'll shut you out
To try and forget that i'm the one who's
Cause
You couldn't name me more than i hate myself
I didn't think this over
Fell back when you got closer
After i just put you right through hell
You couldn't name me more than i hate myself
