I dunno what I was thinking, leaving my child behind
Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind
With all this anger, guilt and sadness
Coming to haunt me forever, I can't wait for the cliff
At the end of the river
Is this revenge I am seeking
Or seeking someone to avange me stuck in my own
Parado I wanna set myself free maybe I should
Chase and find before they'll try to stop it
It won't be long before I'll become a puppet
It's been so long, since I last have seen my son
Lost to this monster to the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponder the sanity of your mother
I wish I lived in the present
With the gift of my past mistakes but the future keeps
Luring in like a pack of snakes your sweet little eyes
Your little smile is all I remember
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
Justification is killing me but killing isn't justified
What happened to my son, I'm terrified
It lingers in my mind and the
Thought keeps on getting bigger,
I'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I've been there
It's been so long,
Since I last have seen my son
Lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponder
The sanity of your mother
