I dunno what I was thinking
Leaving my child behind
Now I suffer the curse
and now I am blind
With all this anger, guilt, and sadness
Coming to haunt me forever
I can't wait for the cliff
at the end of the river
Is this revenge I'm seeking
Or seeking someone to avenge me
Stuck in my own parado
I wanna set myself free
Maybe I could just chase and find
Before they'll try to stop it
It won't be long before
I'll become a puppet
It's been so long
Since last I've seen my son
Lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I can ponder
The sanity of your mother
I wish I lived in the present
With the gift of my past mistakes
But the future keep luring in
Like a pack of snakes
Your sweet little eyes
Your little smile is all I remember
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
Justification is killing me
But killing isn't justified
What happened to my son
I'm terrified
It lingers in my mind
As the thought keeps on getting bigger
I'm sorry my sweet baby
I wish I've been there
its been so long
Since last I've seen my son
Lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I can ponder
The sanity of your mother
