She looks like a girl and she acts like a gun

All loaded and ready to turn

And her body shakes and trembles and looks like a blur

With her cellophane skin I can see what ' s inside

A dark and lonely old heart

And her eyes look so empty I don ' t know where to start

Pain can be so addictive I can ' t get away

From the monster and the devil that I did create

Through the darkness I see

What ' s appearing to be a girl all dressed in white

Suddenly I feel a weakness that can ' t be defined

Three hours ahead and I can ' t get to bed

As I lay on linoleum floor

And the girl makes me sick

But she always gives me more

Pain can be so addictive I can ' t get away

From the monster and the devil that I did create

Pain can be so addictive I can ' t get away

From the monster and the devil that I did create