Praying for myself
These thoughts I try to hide
I have faith in me and hope this will survive
But it ＇ s tearing me apart
I can ＇ t hear the words by which I guide
So I must ask again who will carry me
I will not deny that nothing can defend
From the helplesness that ＇ s cutting deep inside
And I cannot prevent the thought that nothing ＇ s real
Seems I ＇ ve waited years for this day to end
The strength I need to feel the pride inside of me
Are not there behind the face staring back at me
The anger and the pain of knowing where I am
I have come so far and I cannot return
Nothing I can do that I have not done
No words I can say No truth left that I can see
So must I let this end so everything falls apart
Before I live the life as I have always done
Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong
Something I can hope for Something real that I can see
So nothing falls apart So that it does not end
I cannot return I can ＇ t start again
Nothing to deny nothing to defend
From the helplessness cutting me so deep inside
And I can't prevent the thought that nothing's real
It seems I've waited years for this day to end
Praying for myself these thoughts I try to hide
I have faith in me and hope this will survive
But it's tearing me apart I can't hear the words by which I guide
So I must ask again who will carry me
Nothing I can do that I have not done
No words I can say no truth left that I can see
So must I let this end and everything fall apart
Before I live my life as I have always done
Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong
Something I can hope for something real that I can see
So nothing falls apart so this does not end
I cannot return I can't start again
Nothing I can do that I have not done
No words I can say no truth left that I can see
So must I let this end and everything fall apart
Before I live my life as I have always done
Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong
Something I can hope for something real that I can see
So nothing falls apart so this does not end
I cannot return I can't start again
