Man, I just want to die clean.

You know, I don't want to die ugly.

You hear all these horrible stories like, I mean, like,

Take Jennifer, the light of a mom's life.

Snap the pictures in front of the banister for prom night.

Her man Robert held a flask in his palm tight But tucked into the pocket of his coat to keep it out of sight

The limo driver, Kareem, was an ex-Marine who had a problem with the bottle and couldn't stop drinking.

He said, listen, kids, is that flask all you got?

If you want, I could detour to the liquor spot.

And Robert said cheers to that.

It made Jennifer uncomfortable, but still she just smiled and laughed.

Yeah, they were knocking a few back.

They were having a good time.

Nobody seemed to notice when the driver breached the double line.

The damage was massive.

The last thing that Jennifer would ever hear was the agonizing

the screams of her friends, the smell of burnt hair.

It is spread through the back, skin bubbling from the flames.

They tried to kick the windows out, but they tried in vain.

Even if the ambulance came, there's no way they'd be saved.

They were burned, but y'all don't let me miss you.

Can you imagine the pain?

When I die, I hope I don't die ugly Allow me to go peacefully into the unknown

my family who have passed lovingly floating above me, but I bet there's nothing but blackness where I go.

When I die, I hope I don't die ugly.

Allow me to go peace for the end to be unknown.

Please lead me into a heaven that's oh so lovely But these poor bastards were not so lucky

Take Sidney Estevan, had two kids and he loved them And an ex-wife who knew perfectly how to push his buttons He finally reached his breaking point late one night Cause if you keep poking the bear eventually it will bite

She'd always put him down and mock his physical appearance.

On his weekend with the kids, she'd always run some interference.

So one day it dawned on him that life's not worth living.

And if he's gonna go, he's gonna take that fucking bitch with him.

Sidney had it all planned out.

He was gonna use the knives they got for Christmas at the in-laws house for all the pain that she caused.

Was finally gonna pay the kids to be better off with their grandparents anyway.

His ex walked in, Sidney hit the light switch, hands in the throat, weight on the chest, knees on the wrist.

She couldn't move a muscle, though she struggled, I bet.

He choked her unconscious cause he didn't want to kill her yet.

Dragged her body to the basement, tied her up with the sheets.

Cut every inch of her skin from her head to her feet.

Stuck the knife in the wig of it to play with the meat.

And after hours of torture, finally put her to sleep.

Good night.

When I die, I hope I don't die ugly.

I vow me to go peacefully.

to the unknown with my family who have passed lovingly floating above me but I bet there's nothing but black

and it's where I go.

When I die, I hope I don't die ugly about me to go.

Peace for the into the unknown Please lead me into a heaven that's oh so lovely But these poor bastards

We're not so lucky.

Take Manuel Lopez as a kid he would throw fists.

Quickly graduated the heat and kept it tucked by his hip.

He had a little spot behind the neighborhood Sunoco with a hood to go to pop dope pop pills and score blow He had a good thing going not too big for his britches big enough to live well and avoid snitches, but snitches

We'll be right back.

We'll be right back.

We'll be right back.

a stash and then waste them.

But Manuel was going with this girl, Victoria, a lesbian who only recently went back to men again.

Yes, he was convinced that Tori was his only.

But of course, she was scheming behind his back with Tony.

She clued Manuela to the plan.

So when Tony busted into the crib, he was ready with heat in hand.

Two shots rang out, pop, pop, that's all, one for me, cheater, but two men before bleeding out on the floor, they looked into each other's eyes while Tory grabbed a stash and blew them both a kiss goodbye and...

When I die, I hope I don't die ugly.

Allow me to go peacefully into the unknown.

my family who have passed lovingly floating above me but I bet there's nothing but blackness where I go

When I die I hope I don't die ugly Allow me to go peace from the end to the unknown

into a heaven that's oh so lovely but these poor bastards were not so lucky