Welcome me to spruce- bound Californian communes

These altruistic metaphors my brain force me to misconstrue

In my mind I'm standing there sunkissed in June

In rapid eye moves I fall right back to you

I don't want you gone man

Look at what you gave me

No one else can save me

There's somebody who mourns you

Where do you look

When there's nowhere else to turn to

Hope you were good and watch you

I haven't touched a bike since last year

I haven't felt the sea

It's pointless point projection

I used to paint these pictures of me

In my mind I'm everything you said was true

In rapid eye moves I fall right back to you

Every night I marry a different crowd

Canals of fire when every voice sounds so loud

I just want to feel normal again

I just want to have meals with my friend

I just can't go through this again

Find my comfort in envisioning the end