It's okay

in the day

I'm staying busy

Tied up enough so I don't have to

wonder where... is he

Got so.. sick of crying

So.. just lately

When I catch myself

I do a 180

I stay up

clean the house

At least I'm not drinking

Run around just so I don't have to

think about.. thinking

That silent sense of content

That everyone gets

Just disappears

when the sun sets

This face in my dreams

seizes my guts

He floods me with dread

Soaked in soul

He swims in my eyes

by the bed

Pour myself over him

Moon.. spilling in

And I wake up alone

If I was my heart

I'd rather be restless

The second I stop

the sleep catches up

and I'm.. breathless

This ache in my chest

As my day.. is done now

The dark covers me

and I cannot run now

My blood running cold

I stand before him

It's all I can do

to.. assure him

When he comes to me

I drip for him tonight

Drowning in me

we bathe under blue.. light

His face in my dreams

seizes my guts

He floods me with dread

Soaked in soul

He swims in my eyes

by the bed

Pour myself over him

Moon spilling in

And I wake up alone

And I wake up.. alone

And I wake up alone

And I wake up.. alone