Typical of me to go and ruin the party
Everybody says they love me but I'm still broken hearted
They call me poly pessimist and my mama call me Barbie
I love you
My boyfriend wants to love me but I won't let him
I've been pre- disposed to drama since I was eleven
So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
I hate that I am so self depreciated
More comfortable in bad situations
Sucker for a little devastation
And this always happens
Panic attacks in paradise
Piña coladas I'm terrified
I swear I'm not cryin' the sun's just bright
I'm havin' the best time of my life
Panic attacks in paradise
Hyperventilating under candy skies
Telling myself that this is fine
I'm havin' the best time of my life
It's a big joke haha I love laughin'
It's a big hoax felt happy
'Cause I'm okay I'm pure propane
On an open flame watch me blow up
My boyfriend wants to love me but I won't let him
I've been pre- disposed to drama since I was eleven
So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
I hate that I am so self depreciated
More comfortable in bad situations
Sucker for a little devastation
And this always happens
Panic attacks in paradise
Piña coladas I'm terrified
I swear I'm not cryin' the sun's just bright
I'm havin' the best time of my life
Panic attacks in paradise
Hyperventilating under candy skies
Telling myself that this is fine
I'm havin' the best time of my life
