everyone says it's so easy to say
all my friends will be there
but i know
that they will all stare at me in front of me
so i'm nervous and i'm scared
and they try not to worry
but on the inside they don't know me that well
and i don't care i try so hard
and i just don't seem to fit in anywhere
i've had enough i wanna leave
be by myself so what they'll say
this world gives me the great
i make sure everything's perfect
double check my makeup and hair
i wanna go but i think i'm ugly
so i get back in my bed
i cover up and cry
think about the things in my life
wonder why i fake my smile
i'm trapped in this life
i fake escape they think they know me
but on the inside they don't know me that well
i don't care i try so hard
and i just don't seem to fit in anywhere
i've had enough i wanna leave
be by myself so i feel safe
this world gives me the great
i don't care this won't give me the grace
and i don't care this won't give me the grace
i don't care this won't give me the grace
i don't care this won't give me the grace
they used to understand me
is everyone against me
now i realize that i'm scared of my friends