I hope I'm wrong

I hope you're up there after all

I keep your diamond ring

On my necklace

I don't keep much close to my chest

Poured a little bourbon out for you

Got scolded on the porch

For wasting booze

Said it was something kids my age do

Dan got up poured some too

Choked up riding in the backseat

Dad at the wheel staying

Tough if you ask me

He's always at his best when the

Blade's right up against his neck

When the sh*t goes wrong

Man comes correct

It gets no better than the way you went

Money in the bank sons

Around your bed

I know I should feel lucky

But I'm just feeling spent

Last thing you said

We both know that I don't believe that

To be true

String of beads to me

Rosary to you

We were young in different

Circumstances

Had the same set of questions

All different answers

And if we could've traded places

Maybe we'd exchange whole lives

Maybe you'd be here in

Lights and tears

And I'd have been the bride

Raising kids with my

Hair swept up and my goals

Pushed to the side

Making do singing lullabies

I hope I'm wrong

I hope you're up there after all

I keep your diamond ring

On my necklace

I don't keep much close to my chest

Poured a little bourbon out for you

Got scolded on the porch

For wasting booze

Said it was something kids my age do

Dan got up poured some too

I hope I'm wrong

I hope I'm wrong

I hope I'm wrong