And it's getting hard to breathe I wonder what
I will see When the smoke clears
to be standing there through all of the darkest
Will you be there by my side?
Through all of the pain, all of the shame that makes
Alive
my life is what it makes me feel behind enemy lines when things get real living by the sword to the blood then spills we cry heaven and
and someone's in kill for the umpteenth time and I love that thrill Valley of death trying to climb that hill
Stuck in a war where your only shield is a foxhole landing in an open field.
I've been through it all.
Pitfalls and pain.
Got blood, sweat, and tears dripping.
and down my face.
A lot of people want to doubt the games and clown my name, but I still rise out the flames.
I hear the sound up on the
clouds and rain the veins making houses shake he's about to break the roof off and pound away man i doubt escape is
Possible anymore now it's too late.
So hunker down and powder fade wait, you're still here
The fear, after all those years, you could still feel that trauma there.
Fucking post-traumatic stress and all that tear that you had a bear in your noggin wear.
Say to God, I'm scared, I don't got a prayer.
No broken beyond repair.
But I don't care.
What you know about a young man's scars?
He was hospitalized.
He was dying soon.
I try to run away from the past but it creeps right in when my eyes are closed look back
can see the rising smoke from all the damage that I've imposed.
And I used to want to kill myself till mama told me it wasn't
time to go uh my oh my we're probably never gonna see eye to eye but i still beat
by your side one final time that's why they call it ride or die you won't survive if we don't try to overcome what we become it's like
I'm staring down the barrel of a loaded gun The chosen one, but I still never open up Cause every time that I tried
Just close back shut.
I wonder what I will see when the
this?
Were you still
Standing there through all of the darkest nights
Will you be there by my side through all of the times?
they know all of the shame that makes
Alive
And whether you love me or hate me, they underrate me.
I got some demons, maybe a
but some say I'm crazy.
Try to defeat me, but no one could break me.
I'm not a man in this land.
I mean it from ashes I rise on the daily Look what you made me Music it made me a monster
The music, it made me a maniac.
Look at these cowards.
Look at these rookies surrounded.
Count up the hours that I put in When you couldn't, they should've been crowned It's now time they give me my flowers
I'm not a king I'm a prophet of God I got infinite power I'm someone
who started from nothing was put on this earth to devour super villain on like godzilla congo gorillas on everybody gotta
kill em all go in beast mode I see ghosts at least those egos on these foes delete those
For my final act, rewind it back to when I was a kid who was trying to rap, but kinda whack.
I swore one day I'd get a diamond plaque.
time for that yeah when the sky falls and the lights go will you hold me through the night though
Late at night now, and it's high school.
Will you love me if I'm psycho?
I'm a psycho.
Yeah, I know I'm alive, not well, but I tried though Fuck a high road, had high hopes
So I pray to God with my eyes closed And it's getting hard to breathe
I wonder what I will see when the
please will you still be
Through all of the darkest nights
Will you be there by my side through all of this?
They know all of the shame that makes
Hello.
