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I sit alone in my four cornered
room staring at candles
Oh that s t is on?
Let me drop some s t like
this here, real smooth
At night I can't sleep, I toss and turn
Candlesticks in the dark,
visions of bodies being burned
Four walls just staring at a n a
I'm paranoid, sleeping with
my finger on the trigger
My mother's always stressin'
I ain't living right
But I ain't goin' out without a fight
See, every time my eyes close
I start sweating and blood
starts coming out my nose
It's somebody watching the Ack'
But I don't know who it is
so I'm watching my back
I can see him when I'm
deep in the covers
When I awake I don't
see the m r f r
He owns a black hat like I own
A black suit and a cane like my own
Some might say take a chill, B
But f ck that shit, there's
a n a trying to kill me
I'm popping in the clip
when the wind blows
Every twenty seconds got
me peeping out my window
Investigating the joint for traps
Checking my telephone for taps
I'm staring at the woman on the corner
It's f d up when your
mind's playing tricks on ya
I make big money
I drive big cars
Everybody know me
It's like I'm a movie star
But late at night something ain't right
I feel I'm being tailed by
the same sucker's headlights
Is it that fool that I ran off the block
Or is it that n a
last week that I shot
Or is it the one I beat
for five thousand dollars
Thought he had caine but
it was Gold Medal flour
Reach under my seat, grabbed
my popper for the suckers
Ain't no use to me lying
I was scareder than a m r f r
Hooked a left into Popeye's
and bailed out quick
If it's going down let's
get this s t over with
Here they come just like I figured
I got my hand on the
motherfucking trigger
What I saw'll make your
ass start giggling
Three blind, crippled and
crazy senior citizens
I live by the sword
I take my boys everywhere
I go because I'm paranoid
I keep looking over my shoulder
and peeping around corners
My mind is playing tricks on me
Day by day it's more impossible to cope
I feel like I'm the
one that's doing dope
Can't keep a steady hand
because I'm nervous
Every Sunday morning I'm in service
Praying for forgiveness
And trying to find an
e it out the business
I know the Lord is lookin' at me
But yet and still it's
hard for me to feel happy
I often drift while I drive
Having fatal thoughts of suicide
Bang and get it over with
And then I'm worry free,
but that's bullshit
I got a little boy to look after
And if I died then my
child would be a b d
I had a woman down with me
But to me it seemed like
she was down to get me
She helped me out in this s t
But to me she was just another b h
Now she's back with her mother
Now I'm realizing that I love her
Now I'm feeling lonely
My mind is playing tricks on me
This year Halloween fell on a weekend
Me and Geto Boys are trick or treating
Robbing little kids for bags
Till a old man got behind our ass
So we speeded up the pace
Took a look back and he
was right before our face
He'd be in for a squabble no doubt
So I swung and hit the
n a in his mouth
He was going down we figured
But this wasn't no ordinary n a
He stood about si or seven feet
Now that's the n a I'd
be seeing in my sleep
So we triple teamed on him
Dropping them motherfucking B's on him
The more I swung, the more blood flew
Then he disappeared and
my boys disappeared too
Then I felt just like a fiend
It wasn't even close to Halloween
It was dark as f ck on the streets
My hands were all bloody,
from punching on the concrete
God damn homey
My mind is playing tricks on me
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Thanks so much for joining
this old school joint. I miss
the days back when rap songs told
stories instead of nowadays when it's
nothing but how much money and
bitches you have! MoveZig
