Ya'll don't wanna know

Prolly won't ever show

Couple joints I just rolled

Calm the nerves keep me cold

Prolly don't wanna know

Prolly don't wanna know

What my heads been through

It could prolly be a show

It could prolly be a drama

In a fight with my momma

Ex b**h f**e up

Hit me wit a spin-o-rama

Sorrows in the double cup

Deal with it tomorrow

She mad on a vacay wanna vacate call it Fargo

Got mad tried walk away

Really couldn't get far though

Came back got double mad

Now they treat me like embargo

Now they all choosing sides

They don't wanna hear your man out

Another thing in my life

That never f**n panned out

Swear to god it's so wack

Type of women I attract

Always stab me in the back

Always out there talkin crap

Spreading rumors like it's crabs

And I'm paying' for they cab

While they call they other man

And they making other plans

An I gotta admit

Had it with this shit

After everything I did

She just treat me like a skid

Karma knows where you live

Karma knows what you did

Karmas got my back

Karma could be a b**h

Then it comes to the 9 ta 5

When the bullshit comes alive

Can't focus, life is feelin dry

Never feelin right, can't write

No job feels like the type

Only here to make the people hype

Put on earth to perform

This the calm before the storm

Wanna make crowds swarm

Swear I grew up poor

Never had no Jord's

Lots of shit can't afford

And it follows me still

Climbin up a debt hill

This year I wished I was killed

Then I coped using skills

So much going on

Thought I lost a lot of friends

But it's they loss

Yeah they only lost me

I don't even know the cost

I was stressing bout' the cause

I was told I need to pause

Took a minute an I thought

My mind's been lost

So I'm drinkin' a lot

So I'm smoking a lot

Sleepin' in till' 4 o clock

So depressed bad thoughts

Endless cycle in a box

That' the paranoid thoughts

Got anxiety a lot

Tic's got me feelin got

Hmm, yeah

This is the truth

This the mind...

This is the mad mind of ya dude

Ya

Hmm yeah

These are the facts

These are the reasons

I need to relax

Hmm.... people is trash

They use you for somethin

Then walk out when you crash

Hmm... mental's been bad

And when I've been mad

I calm down try to understand

Hmm, yeah

This is the truth

This the mind...

This is the mad mind of ya dude

Hmm yeah

These are the facts

These are the reasons

I need to relax

Hmm.... people is trash

They use you for somethin

Then walk out when you crash

Hmm... mental's been bad

And when I've been mad

I calm down try to understand