bitter words on the walls

in the room that you slammed the door on

a bitter taste in my mouth

from the drink that i always pour on

thoughts that i wish i never said

that meant something different in my head

it's too late to backtrack

i was gone i was gone i was gone

empty space on the floor

in the place where you throw your keys off

and as the rest start to fade

in the mess that i made i'm realizing

i was calling you out with no answer

now i'm done with the anger

and it's too late to backtrack

now you're gone

i wish i could shut off and call it closure

when we said that it was over and done

now i drunk myself sober

and i'm worried about you

thinking about you

driving on your own with such a long way to go

i wish i didn't care but i do

i just wanted to drive safe and get home soon

drive safe and get home soon

i wish i didn't care but i do

i wish i didn't care but i still do

sitting right by your house

and i wait for a light to turn on

just for one little sign

peace of mind that you made it back before

all the things that i dread

the things that i read

i know you're bad for my head but i need you

and i don't know how to reach

you

i wish i could cut off from calling closure

when we said that it was over and done

and now i drunk myself sober

and i'm worried about you

thinking about you driving on your own

with such a long way to go

i wish i didn't care what i do

i just wanted to drive safe and get home soon

drive safe and get home soon

i wish i didn't care but i do

i wish i didn't care but i still do

i wish i didn't care that i still do

i still do

oh

i wish i didn't care

i wish i didn't care but i still do

i still do i wish i could cut off and call it closure

when you said that it was over and done

but now i dream myself sober oh

and i'm worried about you

thinking about you being on your own

is such a long way to go oh

i wish i didn't care but i still do

just want you to drive so you can get home soon