Fifth of November, When I walked you home

That's when I nearly said it, But then said "Forget it, you fool"

Do you remember?, You probably don't

'Cause the sparks in the sky, Took a hold of your eyes while we spoke

Yesterday, drank way too much, And stayed up too late

Started to write but I wanna say, Deleted the message, but I still remember it said

I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight

Wish I was the reason you stay up 'til three

And you can't fall asleep, Waiting for me to reply

I wish I was more than just someone you walk by

Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open

Instead of just hoping, You'd feel what I'm feeling inside

April the seventh, And nothing has changed

It's hard to get by, When you're still on my mind every day

Sometimes I question, If you feel the same?

Do we make stupid jokes?, Trying to hide that we're both too afraid to say

I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight

Wish I was the reason you stay up 'til three

And you can't fall asleep, Waiting for me to reply

I wish I was more than just someone you walk by

Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open

Instead of just hoping, You'd feel what I'm feeling inside

Oh, and here we go again, Destroy myself to keep my friend

Hiding away 'cause I was afraid you'd say no

I wonder if I cross your mind,Half as much as you do mine

If I tell you the truth,What will I lose?, I don't know

I wish I'd sent you that drunk text that midnight

I was just scared it would ruin our friendship

But I really meant it, I wonder how you would reply