* * * Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cuz it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he
knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy
with some other guy
I can see him dyin'
I don't wanna do
this anymore
I don't wanna be
the reason why
Every time I walk
out the door
I see him die a little
more inside
I don't wanna hurt
him anymore
I don't wanna take
away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
I feel it in the air
As I'm doin' my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he
knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy
with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do
this anymore
I don't wanna be
the reason why
Everytime I walk
out the door
I see him die a little
more inside
I don't wanna hurt
him anymore
I don't wanna take
away his life
I don't wanna be
a murderer
Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun
and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Anymore
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
