I should've f**ked your friends
It would've been the best revenge
For the fire that you started
I'm tryna heal but it's a process
They told me I should cut my losses
But there's a stranger where my heart is
And I'm sick with feeling like I deserved better
Haha ha
And you're sick for everything you did to me it was a setup
Haha ha
And I should Goodfella you call me Karen waking up to my beretta
If I blow your brains out I I could guarantee that you'll forget her
Ha haha
If I blow your brains out I could kiss it better
Kiss me I'm the monster that you made yeah you made me
Now I'm just like you so don't complain yeah you made me
Do the things you like hoping you'd stay okay
Kiss me I'm the monster that you made you made me
Games you don't want me unless I'm someone else's
You don't even know you're being selfish
You mercy me only when I'm melting
Down to my tears only when I'm helpless
That's when you get off and you can't help it
And all your bullets they feel like velvet
And I let you do it I let you do it
I loved you too much I let you shoot it off
And I'm sick with feeling like I deserved better
Haha ha
And you dead me left my heart beatless s**t on a cappella
Haha ha
And I should Goodfella you call me Karen waking up to my beretta
If I blow your brains out I could guarantee that you'll forget her
Ha haha
If I blow your brains out I could kiss it better
Kiss me I'm the monster that you made yeah you made me
Now I'm just like you so don't complain yeah you made me
Do the things you like hoping you'd stay okay
Ah
Kiss me I'm the monster that you made you made me
