being a child was easy 
teasing you was easy 
being a childish lover 
was easy for me 
being a toxic lover 
being a harmful lover 
choose to be a bad guy 
was easy for me 
but now i am regretting 
why am i regretting 
thought you'd be with me 
but now you're not with me oh 
if you are there oh 
if you can hear 
love 
please don't care 
i 
am here 
now i know that you're gone 
so i know that we're done 
know that it's all over 
know there's somebody else 
can't be your lover 
resigned to be cooler 
being renounced for you must be a better choice 
so now i'm not regretting 
yeah i'm not regretting 
i know there's a right guy who deserves you than me 
oh 
if you are there 
love 
you can hear love 
please don't care 
oh 
i am here