Lawd

Yeah

Uh huh

Sledge made the beat, yeah

Lawd

Yeah

Alright

Hmm

The mastermind is back

My flow I'm never forcing it

I'm putting you niggas to sleep when I get on the beat like I'm Dr. Kevorkian

Extortionist

They better proceed with caution

I was just countin' my losses

Giving a vision I really comprised

I'm making it real in front of your eyes

Develop a plan then we strategize

You want my demise and I bet you decide

To antagonize and try to divide

I'm keeping them niggas away from my side

I'm saying what you really gotta do when you intrigue

With the way a motherfucker do it properly

There ain't no way a p***y mothafucker stopping me

I said the flow is similar to an anomaly

What I got to be is one dope MC

That's necessary and legendary

Wonder why a n***a livin' with an attitude

But that's hereditary

Your opinion varies

And the people base it off of a few facades

Was a euphemism, but no you forgot

No, we should be ashamed

And ask for repentance

If you play that back, then I could [?] a sentence

And I f*****g meant it, I am so demented

I would cut my wrist until the pain was ending

I was problematic when I needed help

And I pray to god to find a sense of self

And I

Know I never found it, became more grounded

Livin' in a puddle of tears and I was drowning

I put it on a page, amazed, and I'm astounded

To find what it means to really be well rounded

Lawd

Yea

Sledge made the mothafucking beat

Aha

That's it

Ight let's do it

Yea

I keep it honest in my rhymes

That's all that I can do

As I provide the truth

But what's the use

It's hopeless for the youth

We live in a world where nobody cares

And I realize that nobody is there

Unable to hear

I'm making it clear

I'm working to overcome all of my fears

Surpassing the mothafuckin bastard boy

You wanna rap with the pastor giving you his passion

I preach to the masses

You would've never match it

But everything a n***a ever did was a classic

A drastic change that I can make as I fashion

Myself in a position where the people can't pass it

With all of the pain this mothafucker is masking

I still wanna die, what the f*ck you really asking?

I've been tried prayer but the s**t don't work

Read Psalms 15 but I still feel hurt

God Damn young man, what is your self-worth?

Shit I probably couldn't find it even if I looked

I take a deep breath, accept my regrets

Regroup and expect to be a reject

My pain to deflect

A moment to reflect

Gotta put it on a page

Prepare the concept

And I

Wanna make sure the music is real

Providing a product that people can feel

It's all independent I don't have a deal

But I have been dependent on vices that kill

I pray that the lord has forgiven it all

I'm doing the most, proposing a toast

I'm drinking it all

Till I'm comatose

Lawd