I ' ve been carrying around this pain

I ' ve been dragging it like a chain

A million tons of steel

This hurt is drowning me inside

It ' s like an ocean deep and wide

And you were and anchor pulling me down

Pulling me down

And I ' ve cursed your name

I ' ve tried to numb the pain

There ' s no whiskey there ' s no pills

To change the way it feels

And I ' ve prayed and prayed

For it to go away

There ' s only one thing left for me to do

I forgive you

I learned I had to set it free

Hating you was only hurting me

Like poison

I had to let go of the dream

That our past could ever be

Anything but what it was

Any different that it was

And I ' ve cursed your name

I ' ve tried to numb the pain

There ' s no whiskey there ' s no pills

To change the way it feels

And I ' ve prayed and prayed

For it to go away

There ' s only one thing left for me to do

I forgive you

I forgive you

And I ' ve cursed your name

I ' ve tried to numb the pain

There ' s no whiskey there ' s no pills

To change the way it feels

And I ' ve prayed and prayed

For it to go away

There ' s only one thing left for me to do

The only thing for me to do

Is forgive you