I'm such a mess 'cause here in my head
Keep hearing all the things he said
" Don't wear that dress" " Do this instead"
" She's just a friend"
Mm- mm
Now here you are feeling the spark
Thinking " Oh **** I hate this part"
I put in my guard you're in the dark
I know it's hard
'Cause I've built up all these walls
Ooh
So nobody else gets in
I know it's not your fault
This isn't how I've always been
I wish you could meet her
Ah- ah
Before all the damage that was done
Wish you could've seen her
Ah- ah
The me I was
The me I was
I'm such a mess
Me I was
Ah- ah ah- ah
Wish you could meet her
Ah- ah ah
Stand in my shoes what would you do
If you've been through what I've been through
Heart black and blue
It was barely beating 'til I met you
Ooh- ooh
'Cause I've built up all these walls
Ooh
So nobody else gets in
I know it's not your fault
This isn't how I've always been
I wish you could meet her
Ah- ah
Before all the damage that was done
Wish you could've seen her
Ah- ah
She'd do anything for anyone
She was a dreamer a little bit sweeter
Wasn't afraid to fall in love
Wish I could still be her
Ah- ah
The me I was
The me I was
I'm such a mess
Me I was
Ah- ah ah- ah
Wish you could meet her
Ah- ah ah
The me I was